Sorry, I am not stupid, this was a deliberated act, thereafter a spotter, of inner talents', of myself through the schooling system, a recognised unique artistry of idealism's and questionings of peoples' self motivations'. A perfect- memory, with a deliberated gap for purpose and intent, by forces of people and surroundings greater then myself.

This is in itself a cheat of my personal achievements and skills, by perpetrators of theft, reasons' unknown.....I am translating anyhow.